cold

lalala lalala.hari ini sangat sejuk.nk menaip pun xleh.jari jemari seakan menjadi beku.beku yang tiada taranya. beku yang tak bisa2 dicairkan lagi. kebekuan yang bersarang di jemari itu kian menular ke bahagian otak. beku dan tepu.

aku merasa kangenelistik frantik.

bEaUTiFuL GiRLs

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work
You'll have me suicidal my little dick, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park ,used to chill after dark
Oh, when you took my arm, that's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought, that love last forever
They say we're to young, to get ourselves' sprung
Oh we didn't care, we made it very clear
And they also said, that we couldn't last together
See it's very divine, you're one of a kind
But you mush up my mind, you ought to get declined
Oh Lord
My baby is driving me crazy

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

It was back in 99, watching movies all the time
Oh when i went away for doing my first crime
And I never thought, that we was gonna see each other
And then I came out, mommy move me down south
And oh, I was with my girl, who i though was my world
It came out to be, that she wasn't the girl for me
see it's very divine, you're one of a kind
but you mush up my mind, you ought to get declined
oh lord my baby is driving me crazy

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

now we are fussing and now we are fighting
please tell me why, i'm feeling slighted
and i don't know, how to make it better
your dating other guys, your telling me lies
oh i can't believe what i'm seeing with my eyes
i'm losing my mind, and i don't think it's clever

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal,suicidallll

soRrY, BlaMe iT oN mE...-aKoN-

as life goes on i’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
i realize everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
and things that have not occurred yet
and the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

i’m sorry for the times i left you home
i was on the road and you were alone
i’m sorry for the times that i had to go
i’m sorry for the fact that i did not know
that you were sitting home just wishing we
could go back to when it was just you and me
i’m sorry for the times i would neglect
i’m sorry for the times i disrespect

i’m sorry for the wrong things that i’ve done
i’m sorry i’m not always there for my son
i’m sorry for the fact that i'm not aware
that you can’t sleep at night when i am not there
because i am in the streets like everyday
sorry for the things that i did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how i'm so proud to call you my girl

(bridge)
i understand that there are some problems
and i am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i can apologize for being wrong
then it’s just a shame on me
i’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

(chorus)
you can put the blame on me (4x)
said you can put the blame on me (3x)
you can put the blame on me

sorry for the things that he put you through
and all the times you didn’t know what to do
sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad
and you would rather be home with all your kids
as one big family with love and bliss
and even though pops treated us like kings

he got a second wife and you didn’t agree
he got up and left you there all alone
i’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
i’m sorry that i went and added to your grief
i’m sorry that your son was once a thief
i’m sorry that i grew up way too fast
i wish i would’ve listened and not be so bad
i’m sorry your life turned out this way
i’m sorry that the feds came and took me away

(bridge)

i’m sorry that it took so long to see
they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
i’m sorry that it took so long to speak
but i was on tour with gwen stefani
i’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
for the embarrassment that she felt
just a little young girl trying to have fun
her daddy should never let her out that young
i’m sorry for club zen getting shut down
i hope they manage better next time around
how was i to know she was underage
in a 21 and older club they say
why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
verizon backed out disgracing my name
i’m just a singer trying to entertain
because i love my fans i’ll take that blame
even though the blame’s on you (3x)
i’ll take that blame from you

and you can put that blame on me (2x)
you can put that blame on me
and you can put that blame on me

wHeN yOu'Re GoNe...

the old man in this clip really loves his wife a lot..damn..so sedih lah..

@!%*#~!!

Ya live your life like it's a comaSo won't you tell me why we'd wannaWith all the reasons you give it'sIt's kinda hard to believeBut who am I to tell you that I've seen any reason why you should stayMaybe we'd be better off without you anywayYou got a one way ticketOn your last chance rideGotta one way ticketTo your suicideGotta one way ticketAn there's no way out aliveAn all this crass communicationThat has left you in the coldIsn't much for consolationWhen you feel so weak and oldBut is home is where the heart isThen there's stories to be toldNo you don't need a doctorNo one else can heal your soulGot your mind in submissionGot your life on the lineBut nobody pulled the triggerThey just stepped asideThey be down by the waterWhile you watch 'em waving goodbyeThey be callin' in the morningThey be hangin' on the phoneThey be waiting for an answerWhen you know nobody's homeAnd when the bell's stopped ringingIt was nobody's fault but your ownThere were always ample warningsThere were always subtle signsAnd you would have seen it comin'But we gave you too much timeAnd when you said that no one's listeningWhy'd your best friend drop a dimeSometimes we get so tired of waitingFor a way to spend our timeAn "It's so easy" to be social"It's so easy" to be coolYeah it's easy to be hungryWhen you ain't got shit to loseAnd I wish that I could help youWith what you hope to findBut I'm still out here waitingWatching reruns of my lifeWhen you reach the point of breakingKnow it's gonna take some timeTo heal the broken memoriesThat another man would needJust to survive

hidup ini bagai lampu lilin

bola itu bulat.
tp apsal malaysia sayur?
10 goals conceded in 2 matches.
cih.
maybe we're not up yet for the asian challenge.
tiger cup pon x lepas..
but the thing is i am an ardent supporter of msian team.
so i have to support the team.
and manchester united.
until the day i die.
otherwise..who else?
emmanuel adebayor? nelson mandela? optimus prime?
"transform and roll out!"
ceng ceng jengg trr trr butt bhoot thub thub keceburr klong.
(sound effect transform jd kete)
...

there's so much thing that i'd like to write about.
tp malas kot.
tah
k

hidup ibarat roda.
kadang2 kat atas.
hepi la kan,seronok.
tp kadang2 boleh ke bawah.
mase tu..
sape yg ada?

hehe.

MASUM 2007

Finally, my cricket career has come to an end. For 12 years, i've been playing the game, and wonderfully enchanted by the sport itself. after all, it's a gentlemen's game ;)

my final farewell to the game wasn't ended with flying colours, though. we were beaten twice by UNITEN and UIA. as the home team, we failed to make it to the semifinal. my batting was quite disastrous, caught at the boundary line by Raj (i really thought it's gonna cross the line ah, cih :p) during the first game with UNITEN. and even worse got bowled out with 0 run the next day against UIA. damn. i got the 'DUCK'.hahahahah. never in my playing career got duck before. and i got it in my final game. ceh, what a story lah. nonetheless, we fielded superbly. we attacked the opponent with good bowlings. thanks to our spinners, pak lan and amir. unfortunately, due to our poor batting scores, they reached the target score easily.

i'm still proud of our team. despite lack of training and experiences, we still managed to play happily as a team. of winning would be a bonus. especially to our coach Mr. Kushan. he's done a great job in coaching us. given more time, i believe we can improve better. we only had two practice matches before the tournament and they're definitely not enough for us. our key player also got MIA. in the last minute he suggested few names, but it's already too late. if he gave the names earlier then it'd be a different story.

the most hardworking man in the team was Shankar. i'm really grateful to have him to assist me. experience wise, he should've been the captain. but he's really a great guy, letting me to grab the chance. thanks for everything bro! next year the captaincy task will definitely fall in ur arms ;)

so i'd like to list down all the players names and jot down few things bout them. coz i really enjoyed playin with u guys. so bad that we've lost, but let's take it as a valuable lesson for the future.

1) shankar - the vice captain, and the last minute wicket keeper. he he. u did well as a WK. we should've paired as the opening batsmen la. but then it's Mr Kushan decision to play u with Imran. thanks for all ur help throughout the games!

2) amir - or amir jambu as nipi called him :p.hahahhahah. archrival to shankar. hahaha ade jeee bende yg nk digaduhkan depa bedue nih. he's my roomate during the tournament. nice guy really he is. jgn jelesss aa mer. 3 org bebbb hahahahhahaha :D. i'll always remember his wicked and sinister laughs. taun depan ko batting betul2 weh. rugi mati awal2. the team needs u ;)

3) paklan - our LEGEND. hahahahahhaaa. 26 runs during first game. took boundary with harbinder's bowl. got 4 or 5 wickets with his off spin. thanks for comin la bro. dunno what'll happen if u didn't come. like i said before, ur experiences are truly monumental and help the team a lot. sori la wehh aku makan kfc ngn fida malam tu. aku tatau dooooo. x plan pon. ko jugakk yg kate nk makan ngn nipi dulu. klu aku tau aku makan sorg2 jee hahahahhahaa :p

4) nipi - the choki-choki guy. true fan of benson's :p. our lead singer during the Malam persembahan..mmm u got to try harder boy. i noticed that u're getting more confident when batting, but still need more training kay. be a leg spinner! our team needs one. in time, i'm definitely sure u can bowl dangerously to the batsmen ;)

5) jawi- ooo ni paling kaya skali dlm team nih.hahahahaa.jd sukerelawan yee. hehe. i'm sorry that u've not given the chance to bowl. ur bowlings are good, but we had to try other option. besides, i'm aware that ur deliveries might go short at the middle of the pitch. that's why i didn't let u bowl. however, with more training i believe u can improve ur bowling line and u definitely has the quality to be the opening bowler :)

6) ben - the only first year student from eng. campus. clearly we're running out of players in usm.my batch got kuman, peja, paklan, boss, iqbal and daus. the next batch even better with pedot, karthik, jiwer and shauki. so ur task is to recruit more players next year. otherwise, we won't have a team.

7) salman - hohohoohho old timer nih. hhee. thanks gak for playing this year. ur batting still good just like the old days. however ur bowl sucks man! hahaha. 30 plus runs in 4 overs aa? hehehe. like u said la, try be a spinner. i think that suits u well. hehe.

well i got the other 7 names to list down, but already sleepy lah. pendek kate, thanks laa kat 7 org tu. gobi, k-rek, fizi, imran gemuk, imran kurus, shahzad, amir lutut. thanks so much for playing.. and not forgetting my number one supporter kak ayu, tenkiuu22. thanks for comin to see the games. kuciwa laa x dpt masuk semi, x dpt la mc d :p. to jita, thanks gakk yee. pog dah swing kuat2 tp lari tak laju la.hahahhaha :D. to fida, makasih jd sukarelawan utk kriket ye. sian lak kene tgk game yg boring ni. hehe. masuk taun due nnt blaja rajin2 lagi ekk ;)

ok la.tu je kot. dunno when the next entry will be. mebi i'm gonna be busy the next few days.or weeks.or months.haha.dunno lah. till then...caloo