Saturday, February 24, 2007

hope and faith

don't get confused.it's not about the tv series Hope and Faith. a story about two sisters whereby the younger sister is definitely drop dead gorgeous. huhu. i just happen to feel writing on this topic. why? maybe because i had put a high hope on something, and it's granted by God. i'm definitely happy. but, what if, my hope does not come true? what if, my undivided faith was for nothing? hmm.. i'd be really frustrated i guess. but everything happens for a reason. well, i should be really grateful that i got what i wanted so much today :).

my flu is getting better. huhu. i guess lot of sleeping help to ease my problem. no more wiping nose tonight.hehe.so i think i can try to do some work tonite. my data need to be finalized for the appendix. God, it's a tedious job. gta mentioned earlier that there is Malam Bintang in Main Campus tonite. maybe she's already went there and i can ask her about the competition.

aaii..suddenly i'm short of ideas la. td byk sgt nk tulis. huhuhu. xpe lah. till my fingers meet this new stolen from the school Dell's keyboard( haha) again, jyaaa.

flu..demit

one thing i hate about this blogging is whenever i enter the publish post button and it doesn't really publish it. fuck off. i hate it so much. it's like all my efforts were lost effortlessly (fuck, does the sentence makes any sense?) anyway, i've wrote something about my bowling game last few days with remy, ashraf n postol but it was not published due to the stupid dickhead motherfucker internet problem. before i start filling this entry with more vulgar words, let's just end the issue by saying that i broke my personal bowling record with 156 pinfalls.okeh.fullstop.

flu..right...spell it loud..t.e.n.s.i.o.n = flu~!! way the go dick. can apply for the spelling bee compettition. naah..sounds different, but the meaning's the same. this whole day i'm struggling to wipe my nose. thanks to kak ayu, i have 2 large tissue boxes here with me. the soft white ones. otherwise i wouldn't know how to deal with my nose. this flu problem has already spurned my plan to go to ipoh today. shit la. otherwise i can makan2 free la kat ipoh. shit. now i can only lay myself on bed, wiping my nose. couldn't do a damn thing. it comes together with dizzy head. the best i can do is jot down this miserable entry right now. sheesh..a perfect weekend lah..

so, there goes my ipoh trip.demit. what the hell, i think i just rest myself in this cosy room. maybe practice some more songs. yeah, by the way, i completed learning the solo for an oasis song - the importance of being idle. it's a nice song, considering the fact that i am a fan of this band. hehe. but lately they haven't really came out with real good stuff. i guess it's all in the past. still they're still one of my favourite.

aii couldn't stop wiping my nose. ok la, better go solat now. maybe i'll jot down few more things later. till then, papaii.

Monday, February 19, 2007

untitled 2

i'm about to lay myself on bed actually.but i kinda thought i'd like to jot down few more things. u see, the thing is, i really don't see myself as a good writer or story teller. maybe it's because i'm lacking the capacity of constructing sentences using correct vocabulary. so, most of time, i couldn't deliver my message well, using sentences. it'll be like some sorta bragging, winding and pointless (exactly what i'm doing now..) huhu. nonetheless, i don't give a damn. haha.

so, what should i write about now?.. the previous entry, i did mention about displeasure and disappointment. hmm..still don't want to talk about it yet. or will never. because i realized that, everytime i brought up something, it'll be an endless issue. be it small or big thing, it'll end up just the same. so i becoming to feel that there's nothing really that i can do, and hope that things will get better. pretty blunt isn't it? naive some may say. but that's the situation.heh.oops. i beginning to reveal my displeasure and disappointment.hohoho trapped by my own conscience :p

all right, enought 'bout that. maybe i'll write about the movie i just watched in HBO Channel. Ocean's Twelve. my sister said that the prequel, Ocean's Eleven is much more better. i didn't know that as i haven't watched both of them. so gotta find the first movie.hehe. The movie was good, but it's not too stylo lah when danny and his team beat the night fox by making the deal earlier with le marc. i saw it as cheating. or cheap win. or whatever u may call it. anyway, i'm still gonna find the eleven's later.cause i like brad pitt's movies :D :D.

ghost rider is out already. great trailers, but i hope so does the movie. gonna visit pitot and her newborn baby tomorrow with dongek n fahmi. and after that we may shoot to OU for the movie.heh.lost khairi already. that dude, fahmi and myself are the movies gang. we'd go to the cinemas, everytime new movies were released since we're in high schools.bet he'll watch movies with his wife from now on.huhu.well, that's life. i can never expect every single little things happen to please myself. he's already married, got somebody special in his life, somebody he wants to spend his time with and somebody he wants to share his whole life with. he's leading a new life, his own life, and i don't have the rights to intefere, rite? so we just move on with our life ;). it's not a big problem really. humm, sometimes i really think that i have to learn the facts 'bout life the hardest way. the truth usually hurts. but don't dwell on it. cause it will kills u.destroys u.make ur life miserable. so, don't let it be that way. we need to live our short lives happily. otherwise, u're making no sense. haha.

no no no...i starting to bebel again. so much for teh advice lah, diri sindri pon x betul :p. tah, kadang2 kongsi pengalaman boleh bantu org lain kot.indirectly.hmm ok la.gotta wake up early tomorrow.huhu.calos.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

untitled

yesterday i went to khairi's wedding. yep, my dear buddy is married already. i went along with fahmi, apis, izzah and suprisingly the son of tan sri musa hassan, kid-day. i thought he's still in U.S., but he went there just for a while and now working in Malaysia. well it thought it was appropriate for him to attend khairi's wedding as we all haven't met for quite a while. the wedding was great. keri and his wife looked so happy. i wish they live happily ever after :)

aiyak.i was certain i have something to write just now. something that reflects displeasure and disappointment. but, come to think again, it's not worth it. why make fuss over small matters? everything happens for a reason. i guess we just need to know how to adapt. hmm. yep, that's all ;).