Monday, February 19, 2007

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i'm about to lay myself on bed actually.but i kinda thought i'd like to jot down few more things. u see, the thing is, i really don't see myself as a good writer or story teller. maybe it's because i'm lacking the capacity of constructing sentences using correct vocabulary. so, most of time, i couldn't deliver my message well, using sentences. it'll be like some sorta bragging, winding and pointless (exactly what i'm doing now..) huhu. nonetheless, i don't give a damn. haha.

so, what should i write about now?.. the previous entry, i did mention about displeasure and disappointment. hmm..still don't want to talk about it yet. or will never. because i realized that, everytime i brought up something, it'll be an endless issue. be it small or big thing, it'll end up just the same. so i becoming to feel that there's nothing really that i can do, and hope that things will get better. pretty blunt isn't it? naive some may say. but that's the situation.heh.oops. i beginning to reveal my displeasure and disappointment.hohoho trapped by my own conscience :p

all right, enought 'bout that. maybe i'll write about the movie i just watched in HBO Channel. Ocean's Twelve. my sister said that the prequel, Ocean's Eleven is much more better. i didn't know that as i haven't watched both of them. so gotta find the first movie.hehe. The movie was good, but it's not too stylo lah when danny and his team beat the night fox by making the deal earlier with le marc. i saw it as cheating. or cheap win. or whatever u may call it. anyway, i'm still gonna find the eleven's later.cause i like brad pitt's movies :D :D.

ghost rider is out already. great trailers, but i hope so does the movie. gonna visit pitot and her newborn baby tomorrow with dongek n fahmi. and after that we may shoot to OU for the movie.heh.lost khairi already. that dude, fahmi and myself are the movies gang. we'd go to the cinemas, everytime new movies were released since we're in high schools.bet he'll watch movies with his wife from now on.huhu.well, that's life. i can never expect every single little things happen to please myself. he's already married, got somebody special in his life, somebody he wants to spend his time with and somebody he wants to share his whole life with. he's leading a new life, his own life, and i don't have the rights to intefere, rite? so we just move on with our life ;). it's not a big problem really. humm, sometimes i really think that i have to learn the facts 'bout life the hardest way. the truth usually hurts. but don't dwell on it. cause it will kills u.destroys u.make ur life miserable. so, don't let it be that way. we need to live our short lives happily. otherwise, u're making no sense. haha.

no no no...i starting to bebel again. so much for teh advice lah, diri sindri pon x betul :p. tah, kadang2 kongsi pengalaman boleh bantu org lain kot.indirectly.hmm ok la.gotta wake up early tomorrow.huhu.calos.